I was raised in church- a minister’s daughter. Faith has always been the most essential part of my life. I loved the story of Jesus. But I never learned how to live by His teaching.
So, I grew up (or at least grew older) and proceeded to go through a series of failed marriages. I was disillusioned when life was filled with so much sorrow-not only for me, but for my son who was the apple of my eye.
My third marriage was stable, thank God, and I finally had time to reflect on my life. During this period, I began to attend a home Bible study. I heard people talk about how God delivered them from drugs, alcohol, and crime. I felt left out because I didn’t have any great sins in my past. I thought my failed marriages were simply a result of bad luck, or my own naivete. But one day during prayer, God began to show me my sins. I had been rebellious. I chose my own way and then expected God to bless it. I got married without waiting for guidance. I was full of pride and thought I was better than other Christians. I picked out Bible verses I liked and ignored the ones that made me uncomfortable. When I realized my sin and prayed for forgiveness, I really came to know Jesus.
Today I have a joy that stays with me. My life is no longer filled with chaos but with His peace. I would bet my whole eternity on the teachings of Jesus- and I have!